Izit u surely get wat u wan ! never been listen ur r so holy on god even I know u from childhood, u r like suddently putting GOD every single minute/time, Believe in GOD is good to all n become God Follower is a MUST. But U r trying to hide ur emptiness.
I’m not sure if I will get what I want but I know I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me. I was only a believer when I was form 4 so that is why you don’t see me talking about God when I was in my childhood times. And no one claims they are Holy except for Him. Hide my emptiness? what is there to hide? Like i said before, I’m not empty with Christ who has already filled in me(: